My Daddy is finally at peace
I lost my Daddy on August 18th he was only 63.

My brother had called me on Aug 5th to let me know that Daddy was going to the hospital because I am 1500 miles away. He went through his usual routine with getting better one day, bad the next. I finally asked my step mom if he was dying. She said ‘yes’. I booked a flight and was out the next day, my husband followed a few days later. I was with him for a week in the hospital. On Sunday Aug 17th I was there with my husband. Daddy had us lift his oxygen mask when he wanted a drink or when he wanted to say something. He looked me right in the eye and asked “Am I dying”. My husband and I met eyes, both hoping he was just talking nonsense. He asked me again and I had to tell him what he already knew “Yes Daddy, you are dying and there is nothing that they can do”. He pushed the oxygen mask away and told me he didn’t want it. He and my step mom had discussed this many times and he also had a living will and a Do Not Resuscitate bracelet on. He made the decision to let go at 1:10pm. on August 18, 2008. We all got to say good-bye before hand but can you ever really do that? I was thankful to be there and holding his hand. I loved him so much and always looked up to him. He was my hero and I still believe that he is 10 feet tall and bullet proof.
The funeral was 3 days later on the 21st. The church sat 575 people and it was standing room only. He had so many friends and will be missed by all. So many people have told us stories about his generosity, some we had heard before but some we hadn’t. My brother and I are very proud to have such a giving Daddy.

Blogging In Vegas » Blog Archive » Daddy’s Flag wrote,
[…] As you may know, my Daddy passed away 18 Aug 08. We were very close and I can’t figure out if that makes his death easier or more difficult. It is easier because we had a very honest and open relationship so we both knew how the other felt about everything and we both said “I love you” every time we spoke. It makes it harder because I really miss talking to him and hearing his laugh and I really miss hearing him call me Sis. He had asked me about a year ago if I wanted the flag from his military funeral. I told him that I would be honored to have it. He said that he was going to tell his wife that I was to get it. He asked me again several times when I was home if I wanted the flag and each time he said that he would tell his wife. Apparently, he never did. In the last months he was getting to the point where he did not want to confront her over anything. He even had to slip me my inheritance on the side just to head off any confrontation with her. […]
Link | February 4th, 2009 at 12:23 pm